So I was going to write about how to succeed in early recovery. How to get through the toughest time of any addicts life. But instead I am going to write about what I am going through right now instead. I am a human after all.
I feel something in my heart. Something I can't describe. I feel am being torn. I feel like there are two of me. The one who has to make everyone around me feel happy and at peace. But there is another side of me, that's confused, and a little sad. I am not sure why. Follow your heart? I don't even know if I trust my heart. I know how to work recovery, I know how to be great at my job. But I'm really terrible at relationships. If it gets hard I quit, because I don't want to get hurt. I don't feel like writing about it anymore.
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